It is raining outside, and as I sit here rocking William and listening to the happy and noisy chatter of five others playing around me, it almost feels like a page out of a storybook. I know I am living my dream.
But it’s not always this peaceful. In fact, less than an hour ago, I was nursing and attempting to break up an argument between a couple of them while my two-year-old was on the floor, pitching a tantrum. Oh! And it looked as if a hurricane had landed in my living room. It was almost comical!
The workload isn’t light or easy at times, and if it wasn’t for my husband, who carries so much of the load, I’m not sure how I could do it. But the joy that comes from pouring our lives into these children and seeing their tender hearts blossom as they grow and learn is overwhelmingly rewarding.
I love the verse that says, “Yet I will rejoice in the LORD, I will joy in the God of my salvation.” (Hab. 3:18)
Even when things don’t go as planned throughout the day or attitudes are at an all-time high, “Yet I WILL (a choice I have to make) REJOICE IN THE LORD…” comes to mind. I want to have a smile on my face and joy in my heart, even in the “crazy” moments and “out-of-control” times that happen throughout my day.
More than anything else, I want to reflect Jesus to those around me, especially those who know me best…our little family.
Be Encouraged,
– Erin
